♥ Sunday, 30 November 2008
@ 7:39 pm
this's the drama i watching recently.
rating: 3/5.
part one is now showing at channel U at 10pm. both series are nice. but if wanna compare.
i prefer part one. lyl the actress DING-DING. she's so cute & sweet. but die in the part 2. so sad. KNIFE is so cute also. love his smile.
calvin so bad. watch himself first. :( never wait for me to watch together. still dare to call me & tell me. that baka asshole.
once upon a time
♥ Friday, 28 November 2008
@ 10:31 pm
missed my mummy cooking alot wor. finally get to eat her food again le. so missed it.
years past so fast, just a slip of times, i already grow up for 19 years le. have learn & experience alot of things. thinking back of the times, i feel so naughty, spoilt, unrespective towards family members. feel so childish at those times. but was the most happier times i had in my whole life of 19. no tears, no anger, no saddness, no trouble, no heart pain & so on. but now everything i get to know how it's feel like.
* * * *
love's such an uncontrolable thing in this world man. no one can control it when the feeling comes & the feeling gone. making so much people feeling so
* * * *
合得来就在一起，合不来就不要免强。
爱一个人是要让他/她觉得快乐而不是伤痛。
放手会带给她/他快乐的话，到不如放开手让他/她自由。
* * * *
Faith不在会为了一个人而哭泣的。
快乐也是一天，不快乐也是一天，
到不如快快了了的过我的每一天。
♥ Thursday, 27 November 2008
@ 10:53 pm
today very tired siax. :(
uncle yan chee come super early today to fetch me lor.
make me not enough sleep.
still sleeping he reach TPY liao.
want him come early than he come super late.
don want him come early he come super early.
so bad of him siax.
make me forget to bring this & that. :O
so boring for the whole day & SLEEPY. :(
hai nowadays more & more poor liao wor.
i want earn more & more not poor & poor siax.
why this month no sales de wor.
WHY WHY WHY.
money money money, come come come
i want sales to grow & grow. not drop & drop.
drop super fast also.
♥ Wednesday, 26 November 2008
@ 10:22 pm
than soon bian meet carol,
cos she want to meet me. :)
had lot of fun siax.
that crazy carol keep telling bell how noisy i used to be in the shop,
am i really that noisy???
told some photo too. :)
around 7 plus we go back home liao.
tabao dinner for his husband before going off.
so shag & tired by now.
upload my own photo taken today next time when i got time. :)
good nite,
sleep dreamz.
♥ Tuesday, 25 November 2008
@ 9:24 pm
but lyk never off lyk that siax.
go so many work to do.
the blog shop make me do until i going crazy liao lor still haven finish upload ALL THE FOTO.
use almost whole day to do it man. :(
♥ Saturday, 22 November 2008
@ 10:40 pm
ting feng came down shop with jia qiang today.
thanks ting feng for buying. :)
they are so lovely siax.
together for so long liao wor.
but where is mine?
like wad *** ***** said when we are smoking.
took photo of the clothes today.
think by mon or tues, the clothes will be up to the blog le. :)
today 10 than go home siax.
they come so late to fetch us. :(
so tired wor.
i rather be single now ba.
cause things is changing so much & so fast.
he no longer
he no longer
he no longer
he no longer
he no longer
he no longer
he no longer
he no longer
he no longer the guy i used to love so deeply anymore.
where's my happiness i used to have?
happy time seem so short & so far away from me le. :(
* * *
i promise i won shed anymore tears for him.
i promise i won love him so much starting from now.
i promise i won treat him good anymore.
i promise i won change to the way he wants me to be too.
i promise i won be that silly girl who get dump alone everytime.
i promise i won let him anymore.
i promise i won give up everything because of him any longer.
i gonna get back to my old style soon.
a happy-go-lucky girl coming back soon. :)
* * *
KAILIN, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU. :)
♥ Friday, 21 November 2008
@ 2:43 pm
it so suck & i will hate you too.
you change too much within a day.
everything seem not like the past anymore.
you will gamble for the whole night & whole afternoon.
i'm just nothing to you anymore.
you won't tell me all your things anymore too.
are you still the one i love?
♥ Thursday, 20 November 2008
@ 8:23 pm
hate this feeling lor, make me feel so weak.
sleep the whole day today.
bi look after me for the whole night wor.
thanks alot.
i going to change to the way i use to be le.
gonna put make up whenever i go out & dress well too. :)
laugh all day long like the past i had.
don bother bout other thing too.
cause what's yours will be yours, if not no matter how much you have done, it will run away from you one day.
♥ Wednesday, 19 November 2008
@ 9:38 pm
calvin seem to be back to the past le.
will talk to me & accompany me.
don't know why of the sudden change. haha.
but i like the way it is now. YEAH!!!
will this last for long or only just a slip of times??
You were the one who I could tell
my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped
away my tears.
When he hurt me
you were my prince sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
you were falling in love
So now I've lost everything,
Casue now you say you're gone forever more
So who will I
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
♥ Tuesday, 18 November 2008
@ 1:12 pm
haha.
watch hongkong drama & sleep whole day.
was like it went back to the past days we had le.
but don know will it always be lyk that ma :)
♥ Monday, 17 November 2008
@ 11:06 pm
today off liao.
finally going to finish watching 梁山伯与祝英台liao.
watch at shop with bell.
cause she wanna watch.
so nice & romantic siax.
if my love life can be like that is really so sweet. :)
i won't be that silly girl who always shed a tears for guy anymore.
i promise. *wink*
♥ Sunday, 16 November 2008
@ 1:13 am
i want my life back to the past. :(
do i really have a lasting relationship???
i don't know siax.
i always feel boring & emptiness inside my heart whenever i at his house.
he don have much time to accompany me anymore.
all he do is stare at his baobei girlfriend computer for 24 hour can le.
just for the basketball & soccer, win liao lor like that.
i don know are we couple anymore. :(
I REALLY FEELING SO LONELY INSIDE ME. :'(
一杯伤心酒
♥ Friday, 14 November 2008
@ 12:11 am
we also never talk much during this few days too.
i feeling so sad siax, when he never talk to me. :(
but i know he not in a right mood so don want talk to me if not later we quarrel.
i also don want to bother him too.
he having a flu again.
so poor things
yet i don know how to take care of him.
should be my fault that i keep making him unhappy, angry & never take good care of him too.
that why he fall sick again.
how bad i'm. everything also don know.
only know how to make him angry & unhappy.
i only want him to be happy siax.
is it by letting it go everyone of us will be much more happpier than now??
he lyk don love me anymore too.
really colder & colder toward me. :(
i just want to make him happy & do something for him but end up everythings was in a mess.
i really don know wad to do anymore.
♥ Tuesday, 11 November 2008
@ 9:30 pm
went to takashimaya today with bell toget her cream & toner & her husband birthday gift.
meet her @ 3pm at calvin house downstair as uncle yan chee come fetch us.
brought myself a paris hilton perfume & bell borught anna sui perfume.
so cheap siax. -.-
quite a long time never go orchard road liao la.
not much people like last time liao wor.
thought of buying things for calvin but don know wad to buy end up never brought anything for him.
went back home almost 9pm.
bell came to calvin house first.
accompany me, yeah.!!!
some update for the past few days.
sunday: went to
hazel & ah lim after work.
i think i was the one who enjoying myself that day.
went back quite late too.
monday: went back his house after work.
watch tv till 3am siax.
power wor.
i also don know so late liao.
lucky tuesday i off.
♥ Saturday, 8 November 2008
@ 10:12 pm
nothing is smooth too.
happiness is just a slip of time.
saddness will last longer than the happiness.
where will be my happiness i've been looking for???
♥ Friday, 7 November 2008
@ 11:05 pm
♥ Wednesday, 5 November 2008
@ 10:08 pm
♥ Tuesday, 4 November 2008
@ 7:06 pm
maybe i leave him,
he won feel pressure nor feel any stress.
i don know how to make him happy.
even though i hate something alot alot.
i still have to accept it & try to be happy in front of him.
i'm tired of this.
really very tired.
went to double c last night,
to celcebrate bi & wei lun birthday.
i was feeling happy in the first place,
until he told me she will be coming.
i feeling so uneasy and disappointed.
i don knw why i just cant accpet the truth.
ytd saw bi present that bag,
it was from david :)
the bag wrote their CALVIN KLEIN which is the full name of C.K.
i suddenly came across this in my mind.
& that's bi is call CALVIN, his so call ex was call KLEIN.
i feeling lyk i was the one who broke them out.
sometime i wondering,
does he still love her???
cos everyone will call their ex as their name or call them as ex.
yet he call her either MY WHO or EX WIFE.
why should him call her ex whife or wife when they din even married yet??
or when he really don have feeling for her le??
WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!
i feeling so uneasy right now.
i hate him calling her wo de shui.
i hate him calling her my ex wife nor wife.
if she's ur ex wife or wife,
than WHO AM I?
i'm just a gal who broke them up.
i keep having that mindset in my brain & heart.
i feeling so miserable too. :(
you say you will change the way you call her,
but i don see any effort in it.
i really don see it any.
no point promise me u will change the way you call her.
cos u cant do it.
please don hurt my heart anymore.
it's really very very very painful & hurtful to me.
you never had a promise to me is been kept.
is that really mean PORIMSE ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN????
i really don knw now.
bi & wei lun at my house now.
haha.
having dinner together with my family.
than going out ltr again.
♥
@ 7:03 pm
♥ Monday, 3 November 2008
@ 5:21 am
♥ Sunday, 2 November 2008
@ 10:32 pm
nothing in this world is as true as you thought of.
having a life here is great but having got to know a true you don wish to knw,
is really a hurtful thing in this life.
does everyone really care bout their past than now??
rather reply mails from the past than reply to the now..
i'm just a nothing to everyone.
for me, i want my past than now.
i know we can stay at the past, we must move forward.
but my happiness was only at the past.
tml was wei lun birthday & also me & bi 8mth anniversary.
i don care bout whether he still remember it ant.
cos he forget once.
wahahaha.
promise are priceless.
that why ppl like to give a broken promise. :)
for me i also will too.
haha.
& i finally learn how to forgive & forget.
not going to make myself feeling so miserable bout thing happening around me.
i finally have step out one step i wanted for long & that's my laughter. :)
slowly my friends will see the kailin they used to know. :)
jia you jia you jia you!!!!
have a early rest tonight
good nigt peeps :)
♥ Saturday, 1 November 2008
@ 11:29 pm
bi went prawning today again. :)
feeling so boring right now.
today as usual went to back in the afternoon & came back home after work.
bi bdae coming in 3 days time. :)
going to grow up one more years le.
going to grow up one more years le.
yesterday: went to watch THE COFFIN with bi, bell & ah xiong after work.
we caught the last show @ lot 1.
the movie rating for me is SUCK.
not scary at all.
after movie went to boat quay drink few glass with bi, wei lun, hazel, jiang an, david, lian jie & got one more guy forget his name liao.
haha.
went to double c.
such a long time i never go since i quit from there le.
everything all change liao.
even the old staff not working anymore.
went back home around 2 plus cause i got work the next morning.
