♥ Saturday, 31 January 2009

@ 11:36 pm

does making you happy by lying to me???

why you want to lie to me??
why you keep breaking the trust i have given to you??
why always the happy times i have, have to off so fast & easy??
why you keep breaking my heart??
does betting on those fucking soccer & basketball will make you rich faster??
does making you feel happy when you hurt me??

if so, than all you have done it..
i'm freaking hurting..
i'm freaking sad...
i'm freaking breaking...
i'm freaking disappointed on you..

i know you well enough le..
you have once than got twice..
i gonna prove to you i not going to be that lady you think you can fool with..
not gonna be the lady that can forgive & forget anymore..
wad i say to you before i will done it..
morning i will go back to it..
no point keep saying sorry to me when you know you done wrong..
i have enough of your sorry...

♥ Friday, 30 January 2009

@ 11:25 pm

Sleep whole day today siax..

wake up was already 6 plus going 7..

think i going to die soon..

back to my old timing, old stuff.

but wake up ard 11am to give KS a sms bout the transfer things..

after that went to sleep...

went to entertainment to watch LOVE MATTER with bibi & Jiang An...

was quite a funny show.. but the ending was like so dots siax... NO ENDING AT ALL.. lols.. but quite funny with those Hokien words they say... well those it really true bout guys only got 5000 times for their whole life in sex??? lol... this was the thing their talking bout in the show.. so funny..

gonna faster get a new job liao..

if not i going to broke sooner ot later..

as they like planning to close the shop le.. :(

who can intro job a me???

i want job..

i want more cash...

♥ Wednesday, 28 January 2009

@ 10:05 pm

suddenly got the urge to watch this ytd midnight..

wahahha...

so nice...

went to god father house siax..

feel quite weird in the first place..

maybe because never see them for almost years le ba..

but after awhile was better...

while waiting for the KING SIMONE & MY QUEEN JUNEIL to start dinner..

we play 21..

haha.

lucky today i never lose..

wahahaha..

they planning to go out de..

but i never go..

don know why too..

♥ Tuesday, 27 January 2009

@ 10:49 pm

found a HongKong Drama to watch again.. WAR OF THE IN-LAW 2..
quite funny siax.. lol... watch only one episode than left to ah ma house liao..
reach there was already late afternoon le.. get said by mummy.. haha.. but now than realise that i never took photo today... hurhur.. tml last house to go liao.. & that is god father house...
Headed to causeway point & watch ALL WELL END WELL with boon, silent & KS.. cause near ah ma house.. haha... a comedy that suit whole family... overall was a nice show to watch..

♥ Monday, 26 January 2009

@ 10:41 pm

1st day of New Year was like so boring..

every year is the same..

but this year, red packet lesser than last time.. :"(

same routine, same place, same timing..

nothing different at all..

this year totally no mood for it siax..

Mummy & Me (She's So Cool Wearing My Shade)

Mummy & Me @ San Gu Po Hse Downstair. (Wearing KS Spect)

KS & me @ Da Ku Pao Hse..

Silent & KS @ Da Gu Po Hse

Me On The Way Go Pian Lian

♥ Sunday, 25 January 2009

@ 8:59 pm

today was the chinese new year eve wor..
tml can take red packet liao..
wahahaha..
went back my home with bibi to eat renuion dinner wor..
receive red packet from my mummy & daddy after the dinner..
hehehe..
going to Double C later with bibi & co...
hope that today can really enjoy myself..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my friends.. ")

♥ Saturday, 24 January 2009

@ 11:01 pm

this was the first cross stitch deal i have done.. :)

2nd cross stitch... *wink*

both cross stitch was done before the deal date..
wahahha..
sooo happy... :)

went to Ang Mo Kio Hub to buy one top & bibi clothes for him..
spend quite alot saix..
must start saving again..
if not those thing i want to get de, wont get it before i die.. haha..
dont know why today feel so moody when i have wake up..
some more is whole day siax..
OMG..
what happen to my mood again???
pls no more mood swing from me again..
i hate my mood swing alot..

one more day to chinese new year le..
this year no new year mood siax.
but feel relax cause,
no lion troupe,
no waking up early. hahahaha..

♥ Friday, 23 January 2009

@ 7:10 pm

yeah!!!
finally i got my mickey mouse MP3 liao..
super happy today..
wahaha..
but the red colour still need to wait & wait & wait..
don know need to wait till when...

brought 8 tops from the shop..
still left 12 more to go..
jia you jia you..

♥ Thursday, 22 January 2009

@ 11:12 pm

never went back to shop anymore le..
might be closing down soon..
anyway also boring to work alone..
even now want me to work with her i also don want..
anyhow backstab ppl..
anyhow say ppl..

went to watch red cliff 2 at toa payoh entertainment with bibi, shu ling & ah boy..
was a nice movie.. i love it so much...
金城武 so handsome siax.. :)
nice starting from part one & nice ending.. :)

tml
was the deal date for my cross stitsch le..
i cannot lose to bibi.. haha..
& going to take my MP3 le..
finally they are free to pass it to me..
but the red colour hai..
still have to wait..
don know they will bluff me again ma.. :"(

♥ Wednesday, 21 January 2009

@ 4:27 pm

*it takes a minutes to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
& a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone you truly loved.*

do you know that:

you're the one who shower me with unconditional love,

you're the one who gives me hope when i'm down,

you're the one who teach me to be independent,

you're the one who will give me the best in everything,

but....
why you always want to destroy the promise you have given me,

the trust i believe in,

the hopes i looking forward on you??

i can forgive & forget easily but...
not always the same things happen again & again..

sometimes i wondering, why am i so foolish to give you chances & chances, again & again..
i will ask myself am i really letting you too much???
which make you walk over me??

whenever i feel like giving up hopes on you,
you will bring the hopes up again..
whenever you make me happy,
i will forgive you in all the thing you done..

but when you ignore me again,
all the happiness i used to have seem to back to point zero..

i want & i wish that we can be like the past we used to have in the begining..
& i missed it so much..
it was the times,
you brought me lots of laughter with loves..
without any ignoring nor argument..

can i have that loves from you again?

can we back to the past we used to have again?

i love you, i really do. :)

♥ Tuesday, 20 January 2009

@ 8:25 pm

Sun:

went to shop quite late wor.. haha..

don intend of going shop de but mummy & aunt they all coming down buy clothes.. haha..

so busy lor.. since mummy come, suddenly alot of ppl come see clothes.. was like what the fuck..

i alone some more.. lucky got ppl help me out.. if not i die..

Mon:

stay at home & rot cos sun nite watch show watch until morning 6 plus.. haha..

watch connected, the day the earth stood still with shu ling at home.. watch until 3 plus than she go back le.. than i accompany bibi watch On The First Beat is a hongkong drama again.. :) finish the show le.. hai now also don know what to watch now..

Today:

today off again..

went to lucky plaza to buy things first than go bugis find jessica.. haha..

thursday we going to do medicure at TPY liao wor.. :)

sad lor.. bibi say want accompany me go lucky plaza de.. end up only give me money ask me go find my friend to go with me.. HELLO, i don want ur money i want you to accompany me.. do you know ant.. when i was on my way down to lucky plaza.. i was thinking that i really got no friend le la.. want ask them out also not free.. or still in school.. :'( fuck lor super lonely lehx go out myself.. :(

new year coming soon.. still got 5 more days to go.. can take ang bao liao haha.. lucky i haven married... if not no more ANG BAO for me le.. :) so angry lor.. the MP3 say sat or sun i can get it le.. now is TUESDAY liao.. i still haven get it,, some more i ask them when they say no stock for 4 gb de.. was like what the hell you told me that fri ur stock come now you tell me no stock.. than nvm.. after that you sms say got mine baby pink stock but don have red for 4Gb de.. was like fcuk lor.. than say what the supplier give the wrong Gb for the red colour wan.. need to wait for another 10 capping again.. i was thinking when will you reach ur 10 capping saix.. haven christmas i already order le than till now i haven receive yet.. than now tell me need to wait for the red wan again.. than when will i get the MP3 siax.. get the money le than tell me all this.. if you dua me again.. i will let ppl know what kind of blogshop owner you are..

♥ Saturday, 17 January 2009

@ 8:16 pm

never went to work today..
sleep the whole day siax..
wake up at ard 4 plus..
but go to sleep again..
fianlly totally awake at 6..
haha...
that all.. :)

upload rest of the photo again when i free..
too lazy to upload all..

♥ Thursday, 15 January 2009

@ 9:00 pm

yeah!!! finally finish the cross stitch liao..
haha..
but i win wor..
sianx..
missing bibi now...
bibi was like a pig siax..
sleep whole day...
kaoz...

chines new year coming liao..
but this year don have those new year mood..
CAUSE I GROW OLD LIAO..
I GOING TO BECOME 2 FROM MY AGE NOT 1 anymore..
i don want to be 2 onward..
sound like old liao.. :(

starting on my new cross stitch liao wor..
tml will start from the first colour liao..
haha..
cause the out line i done le..
hey hey..

missing my bibi now

♥ Wednesday, 14 January 2009

@ 9:05 pm

so coincidence siax..
eileen also know mandy & jocelyn..
if she never ask me, i also don know..
well think also don bother to me..

never go open shop today..
went to chinatown with bibi & his friends..
now at bibi friend house doing nth siax..
they playing mahjong..
so boring..

♥ Tuesday, 13 January 2009

@ 2:13 pm

i never blog for many days liao..
feeling so vex up with so many things,
finally ytd come to the true..
hope things will be better for now on.
don wan the same thing to happen ever again..
so fucked up with it le..
i promise one more time things happen again..
i will go and JUMP..
don't think that i can forgive & forget for so many times..
i have my limit for the toleration..

it's my off day today. :)
yeah!!!
i will be getting my mickey MP3 on sat or sun liao..
finially it had come, after waiting for %@^&# days.. *wink*
but they say black is out of stock, so i get the baby pink one. haha

went bugis with bell today..
i find that ever since we not working together le,
we got nothing much to talk about siax. :(
brought a long sleeves shirt, sock until kneel cap, thigh, 4 tube & 2 spagetti shirt. :)
yeah 20 moe tops to go.. :)
wanted to go & redo my extendsion de but hai bell reach early than me, end up never go & also forget bring my drop off extendsion too. :(
have to wait till next tuesday again..

so freaking vex up when i reach home..
bibi told me to contiue to work in the shop,
as ah xiong say don close first..
was like what the fuck lor..
you think you what, you hire me de ah??
why should i listen to you & why should you order bibi to do what..
you want me to continue to work in the shop can..
you pay my salary la.
i 1 & a half month never take liao.. total is $1400 alright..
want me to work than pay me..
if not don order me..
you think i will listen to what you say like bibi?
sorry NO WAY!!!
bibi ask me to continue i got nth to say but..... NOT YOU..
want me to suffer in the shop alone & without pay some more..
that is a NO NO..
unless you ask ur wife come back to work too..
if not don at there KBKP, YOU FCUKER..
some more i still happily thought that after this month i got my own salary le cause i can go work other job liao but end up i heard that : "BI, XIONG SAY CONTINUE TO WORK FIRST THAN SEE HOW.."
ya i know the shop is two of u de hard work..
but have you ever think that, you got contribute anything in it?
money also bibi afford..
HELLO, you got do WHAT!!!
you know i first time super save in money ant..
the clothes ur wife get also not limited de lor..
all over singapore also GOT OK!!
still say confirm will sell de & nobody will get the same..
all craps la..
you go bugis or far east also can saw it ok..
unless is really HAPPY BERRY clothes & bags la.
at first i still have a high hope that nobody will get to wear the same design & singapore don have the stock we having..
but end up NO....
some more most of the clothes singaporean also don like want lor..
i even notice that those who come & buy our clothes is either thai girls or china ppl lor..
NOT SINGAPOREAN...
now i don even got the mood to go check the hotmail for happy berry & the blogshop liao lor.
cause no point in checking..
as there is no one will be buying..
i also don bother whether you all will see this ant..
cause if you know me well enough,
you will know i will say anything i want without cracking my brain bout what will happen..

wa...
today poast is super long esp the part i saying ppl.
haha..
alright i shall stop here first..
don make me go crazy again..
going to continue watching my show liao.
gd nite peepz..

♥ Thursday, 8 January 2009

@ 10:30 pm

yesterday cook steal for bibi to eat..
but haix...
IT'S FAIL....
so hard siax. OMG...
i won cook anymore..

today went to shop with shu ling..
cause bell not working le..
now i have to be alone for the whole full month..
was like wad the hell..
want to close the shop than close ma..
why must ask work alone..
if close now i still can go work other job lehx..
& still got money to spend lor..
stay in the shop i got no money AT ALL..

♥ Tuesday, 6 January 2009

@ 11:05 pm

off today wor..
but it seem that no differ from the day i was working..
so LONELY...
intend to go UBI de driving center for register lesson but sleep till 4pm siax.
than end up never go..
go bugis find jessica do extendsion & meet my two brother at there..
wanted to find friend out with me today..
but it seem that i don have any to find..
end up call my brother accompany..
i find that i was drifting far far away from my friend le..
think slowly they will also forget bout me ba.. :(
last time wan to go out very easy got friend to be out with but now still have to think & think..
end up drag my brother go..
brought two straightener today..
one for myself one for my own house de..
for family to use... lol..
thought can buy clothes but by the time i finish extendsion already 8 something liao.
brought nth but straighterner..
bibi went out to find his friend when wake up lor..
never even accompany me at all.
so sickening..
i come back liao he still haven come back...
can accompany his friends for the whole day but not me..
i jealous liao la..
haha..

♥ Monday, 5 January 2009

@ 11:10 pm

bibi went mahjong again..
so sickening..
everytime like to dump me alone..
make me now don have friend to go drinking when i want or go out. :"(
should i don be too good to him anymore???
he like, take it for granted..
why why why why?
i'm so boring lor...
only know how to get me things which i want but not accompany me... :(
only accompany one day thdan that it.. FULL STOP...
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
i'm going crazy...
don tell me what we go ROM first all this la...
i don take it seriously lor....
look at what u behaving...
still dare to say ROM...
craps la..
don take this kind of thing to make me happy...
so sickening..
wanna go find hazel at her working place but NO ONE IS FREE FOR ME...
watching last one standing again..
as haven finish the drama..
but still so boring..
tml i gonna go out dump him alone liao..
don give a fucking damn on him anymore, but can i do it?

♥ Sunday, 4 January 2009

@ 11:29 pm

went to TPY ENTERTAINMENT to watch ONG BAK 2 with Bibi, wei lun & shi yan ytd midnight...

wad a lame movie it was lor.. keep fighting de siax.. the first one better than this siax...

again today i brought this heel at TPY center...

die la... keep buying heels...

wahahahha...

brougth the same design with shu ling but different colour...

hers is black de...

first time saw shu ling brought heel wor...

so surprising...

it can tie up to ur angel de...

nice when wear it...

but i still prefer black de siax..

went to Lorong 6 to eat steak with her after we have brought the shoe..

OMG..

can someone stop me from buying heel again..

i buy so many heel also don know will wear ma..

i want more dress, tops, & pants...

this was the shoe i brought at bugis...

this two pair was brought at Lot 1...

finally upload the photo liao..

wahahaha...

bibi went mahjong again...

haixx....

now waiting for the baka shu long to online..

say want play online game tgt yet till now haven see her yet...

whereby she live near near lor..

somemore i walk one big round to accompany her yet i online first..

waaaaaaaaaa....

stupid bibi...

change the ruke of the cross stitch deal date siax...

say 3 week to finish the corss stitch i was doing now..

yet ytd say change to 1 week...

kaoz...

where got lyk tat siax..

1 week how to finish wor...

but i must win this time if not he never bring me go eat good food...

hahaha...

♥ Saturday, 3 January 2009

@ 1:58 am

HAPPY 10 MONTH ANNIVERSARY...

♥ Friday, 2 January 2009

@ 10:50 pm

last night watch 200 pound beauty..
cos nth to watch liao..
today went AMK buy my cross stitch..
this time round buy all precious monent de.. haha..
brought 4 piece of it...
total cost me $56.20 siax...
kaoz.. expensive than the time i brought at bugis de lor..
lucky now i got cross stitch to do liao..
won't feel boring at the shop anymore...
this time round when can i finish all the cross stitch lehx???
haha..

♥ Thursday, 1 January 2009

@ 10:52 pm

went shopping today at Far East, Taka, Wisma, HMV & Cine... with KS, Kai wen & Kai ming... walk until my leg pain siax.. so tired.. but very relax cause all the thing i brought got ppl to carry for me, even my bag.. haha.. today i was the shopping queen wor.. not KS anymore... haha.. if haven go home i don even know i have so many bags need to carry... brought a pair of shoe, tops, make up pounch for myself.. brought a curfing & polo tee for bibi... brought a winnie the pooh for bell... haha.. but so suay today lor... just reach far east only my bag de zip SPOIL..... wth lor.. i just brought it not long only siax... but hai... not enough time to shop for Ks & my two bro de clothes siax.. cos i SLEPT UNTIL 2PM.. than meet 3.30 at Far East... i saw a dress super nice lor.. wanna brought it but they all say very formal liao... was lyk i only can wear it when i got any dinner lor... really very nice lor.. if cost $89... than end up nv buy only buy one top tat look nice & casual but it cost me $59.90 lor.... think i old liao la.. only wlk for 6 hour only i super tired liao lor.. not like last time liao can walk for super long hour...

years pass so fast... i going to be 20 le... no longer got 1 liao lor.. so sad... old so fast siax.. if three idiot guy nv say i old today i don even care i will grow lor.. but after they it liao.. i look in the mirror was lyk OMG.. i really getting older & older liao lor... ppl say when you start with 2 plus old.. you will grow old more fast... was lyk will i grow old faster??? haha.. i feel bad siax.. dump bibi at home today & i went shopping for almost the whole day lor.. but lucky i brought him stuff if not i gonna be a sinner liao... haha