♥ Thursday, 30 April 2009

@ 10:16 pm

2 more days to BGF HAZEL birthday liao wor..

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like glue that bitch lady boss mouth & eyes..
buay tahan her eyes keep rolling at me & that fucking mouth of hers say bout me..
YOU'RE NOT MY BOSS K..
boss let me go off early dan you at there kpkb for what the fuck..
your staff and you & the boss today late for 20 min.. did i say anything..
no lor..
you fucking let me wait outside for half and hour k..
say don late end up you all are the one who's late..
PUA CHEEBYE LA..
so what i goo off early today??
boss say can go than i go de k..
your bloody mouth say what..
"i thought she work until 10pm.. now only 9.30pm.."
FUCKING BITCH.. REALLY FEEL LIKE GLUE UR EYES & UR MOUTH..
don blame me if i make myself late.. & give excuse like
"orhx, today raining than i overslept."
that what you say to customer waiting outside for you two today, BITCH..
you think only AMK raining nia is it..
TPY also raining k.
if nowadays econ so bad & cant find a job,
i die die also won work de lor..
work so many hours, pay so low, keep stare and talk bout ppl.
really a pua cheebye wan lor.
and my name is pronoun as FAITH NOT FANN..
KNN la.
don't know ang mo pls go back K1 or K2 la..
now their study is better than last times

ytd purposly say i saw my ex & is working at the same area & location..
just a few stall away from me nia..
but end up you like don worry or don have feeling like that.
last time when i comtact with guy, you can start a quarrel with me.
now i say MY EX. you got no feeling de siax..
some more still say what
"好吗，可以旧情复然”
was the WHAT THE FUCK LOR.
don't blame me if things happen to this relationship.
ya la i know la..
in yours eyes & ur heart you only RMB HER LA..
only KNOW YOU OWN HER ALOT LA..
now you really go out won't let me know liao lor.
last time still will la.
now fucking no lor..
don't even know what you doing, go where, with who.
FUCK LA..
only rmb me dan will tell me la..
think now also 1 times over 100 times la..
knnbpcb la..
fucking hate everything around me..
fucking hate this world.
fucking hate my fake smile.
fucking hate MYSELF TOO.

i'm tired of everything..
after all the big cry from me..
everything will fine.
i'm gonna be the one who i used to be..
i'm gonna be the one, my friends looking forward for my lost smile and maddnes.. :)
guys, wait for me k..
this days coming soon.. :)
TIMES WILL BRING BACK ALL THE SMILE, LAUGHTER & CRAZY-NESS I USED TO HAVE..

BGF JASLYN, MY CRAZY-NESS COMING BACK SOON, DON'T GET SCARE BY ME AGAIN. :)
And my name is KAILIN not KAILING. :(
Party gonna start from me.. hey hey hey..

♥ Wednesday, 29 April 2009

@ 11:06 pm

haiz,,
i find that i cant click with the fucking staring lady boss.
really cant tolerate her staring at me with her fucking workers..
knn..
as if i will eat her husband like that..
fucking bitch..
hate it man..
so lucky that today i saw one of my ex there.. & surprisingly, he was working there too..
just few stall away from me..
hahaha..
he still can rmb me man.. OMG..
it beens years since we last met liao wor..
hahaha..
well back aching again..
gonna faster get my back ache medicine liao..
if not later i become pan sheng bu shui liao...

♥ Tuesday, 28 April 2009

@ 10:54 pm

1St day to work is so suck man..
back aching so badly.. :(
feel super boring lor..
boss is good but lady boss is suck..
as if i own her money..
keep stare and stare and stare..
never stare b4 is it..
fucking bitch..
you're medicure side not hp side..
don order me do this do that..
i not a miad that go fetch ur worker when raining..
i go work is to learn how to sell hp not go there and be MAID.
DO THIS WILL STARE DO THAT ALSO STARE..
like to stare go back hme and stare at ur smelly CHEE BYE la.

maybe with or without you, don't make my life any diff at all..
actually was hoping that you will acc me when i reach hme,
but end up YOU'RE NOT AT HME..
always know ask me to give you time?
but HAVE YOU GIVE ME TIME?
don't you realise that we don't suit each other??
don't know why when i change my hotmail add, i don't feel like giving it to you.
when i have added you, i suddenly feel that, no point to add you.. even if i'm online you also won't chat with me..
so what the point!!!
when i found out you din online and only care bout gambling,
i sign in your acc and delete the add approve from your acc..
i also don't know why i will do that..
and even don know why i will use calvin instead of calvin bibi from my phone list le..
at times, i even feel like taking out the ring we had.
think even if i took out, you won't even realise it..

DISAPPOINTMENT TOO LONG CAN LEAD TO TIRED OF IT

and ask your friend stop saying me alright..
i don't need you to support me at all..
i got hands and legs to support myself..
i don't know what you have told your friend bout me,
that lead them think that i need you support me..
not the first time your friend say me..
he/she is the second person k..
first person you should know la k..
you ownself tell me what he/she say bout me de..
I WILL ALWAYS RMB THAT..
i also don't know when your friend talk bout me, did you side me or them..
think you side them ba..
when first time he/she say bout me,
you just keep your bloody mouth shut and don even want to say for me..
you think i forget all bout it when it happen for half year and so on??
than too bad..
he/she is the first person who say me that..
no one say me before, yet the person is the first one..
i had a very "good memories" bout her too cos of the fucking words she have say.

DON'T JUDGE ME WHEN YOU NEVER EVEN TALK TO ME BEOFRE OR EVEN KNOW ME WELL. FUCKING ASS..

so what you saw this post..
i don't give them anymore..
you want to quarrel with me,
than fine.. i not gonna be that quiet lady anymore..
want go sepearate ways than fine too..
i'm sick and tired of being a quiet lady

♥ Monday, 27 April 2009

@ 5:26 pm

hurray..
finally get a job liao..
but the pay is super duper low siax..
only $800, was like kaoz.. why so low de..
like that how to survive siax..
working at Toa Payoh central one of the Hp shop.. :)
i think i won be working for long..
pay so low..
eat shit siax..
timeing so long.. 11 hours lor.. :(
but this time round, i really got to force myself to SAVE MONEY LIAO..
if not next time really broke i will be sibei jialat wan..

bibi went for mahjong again..
hope that he win lot lot..
don lose money liao..
if not i will be sibei peh chek when he not in a good mood..

♥ Saturday, 25 April 2009

@ 7:44 pm

FUCK SIAX..
morning cause of one bloody words make me iron till my FINGER...
WTH..
can feel the pain now lor..
Fucking asshole..
GUYS ARE SO SUCK TO ME NOW..

Maybe i'm suitable to be single than be attracted..
it hurt so much..
i din realise love can be so hurtful till i really fall in love with you.
if Fairy godmother can grant me 2 wish, it'll be:
i can lost my 七情六欲, Without Love, Without Feeling, &
you can be happier from the one i first knew

♥

@ 4:23 pm

ya i ownselves know it very well.
i'm not perfect in your heart either in ur eyes

maybe you're not the one who meant to be mine.

i'm tired of everything
nth change or am i the one changing to the worse??
nothing matter to me anymore..
everything fade..
all i care now was to get a job as soon as possible..
other than that, don't bother to me anymore.
i'm tired of being the noob..

Yeah it's really hurting me alot..
but don worry,
you won't see me crying in front of you anymore.
you won't see me bothering you anymore too..
i'm kinda tired.

maybe you should really consider of finding a gf who really can help you up with stuff.. :)

♥ Friday, 24 April 2009

@ 9:05 pm

IMPACT

REMARKS: HEY GUYS YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH THIS.. REALLY SUPER NICE..

Today when i was on my way back hme from outside,

i realise, i'm such a loser & is super useless.

cant help out with things when something happen..

just a small little things yet i cant able to manage it well..

i'm just a burden to anyone of you, ESP YOU..

freaking useless i'm. :'(

I DON'T EVEN,

know how to console him when he's down,

know how to help him with his stuff,

know how to share with his stress & pressure he's having now,

know how to be a good gf,

know how to make him happy,

know how to do a small little request properly,

know how to help him with his fiancial problem,

worse is I DON'T KNOW EVEN KNOW HOW TO MAINTAIN THINGS WELL.

other ppl say got gf/bf is good..

they will always help you up,

care for you,

console you,

share your happiness, saddness, trouble.

but i find that i cant do anything of that..

i'm such a rotten person..

i cant able do anything to help him up..

only screw things up.. :'(

find that i live in this world for 20 yeras,

yet cant even know what's right & what's wrong..

what's good for me, what's bad for me.

cant have a mature thinking..

cant do anything right..

i'm just wasting my 20 years of life WITH NOTHING GAIN AT ALL..

REALLY A TOTALLY LOSER MAN...

i'm looking for job now..

going to broke soon..

i need JOB JOB JOB..

anyway to my dearest darling SAMMI..

get well soon, girl..

must really take care of yourself wor.. :)

♥ Thursday, 23 April 2009

@ 7:42 pm

lol.. i forget the name of the movie le..

but almost all are quite nice..

sorry some of the movie i watch forget what name nv save the photo..

will upload everything once i have found it.. :)

thanks Jaslyn for helping me advertise in her blog..

haha..

i want job job job job..

doing blogshop cant earn anymore..

i going broke soon.. :(

♥ Tuesday, 21 April 2009

@ 7:19 pm

Into The Blue 2: The Reef

nice movie.. :)

Street Warrior

SUPER NICE...

Fuck la...
that bloody Gold Heart Never CALL ME...
say need MANPOWER, end up only choose ppl la..
fucking idiot..

♥ Monday, 20 April 2009

@ 5:32 pm

killshot

Beautiful Carmen Colson and her ironworker husband Wayne are placed in the Federal Witness Protection program after witnessing an extortion scheme go wrong. Thinking they are at last safe, they are targeted by an experienced intimidating hit man and a psychopathic young upstart killer. The ensuing struggle will test Carmen to the limit.

Remark: SUCK

Crank High Voltage

Hitman Chev Chelios is kidnapped by a mysterious Chinese mobster. Three months later, he wakes up to discover his nearly indestructible heart has been surgically removed and replaced with a battery-operated ticker that requires regular jolts of electricity in order to work. After a dangerous escape from his captors, Chev is on the run again, this time from the charismatic Mexican gang boss El Huron...

Remark: Lame Show

17 Again

What would you do if you got a second shot at life? Class of 1989, Mike O'Donnell is a star on his high school basketball court with a college scout in the stands and a bright future in his grasp. But instead, he decides to throw it all away to share his life with his girlfriend Scarlett and the baby he just learned they are expecting. Almost 20 years later, Mike's glory days are decidedly behind him....

Remark: not nice

♥ Sunday, 19 April 2009

@ 6:34 pm

Unborn

Description: Casey Beldon hated her mother for abandoning her as a child. But when inexplicable events begin to happen, Casey begins to understand why she left. Plagued by merciless dreams and a tortured ghost that haunts her waking hours, she must turn to the only person, Rabbi Sendak, who can make it...

Remark: BORING, Not scary.

Fast & Furious.

Description: Heading back to the streets where it all began, two men rejoin two women to blast muscle, tuner and exotic cars across Los Angeles and floor through the Mexican desert. When a crime brings them back to L.A., fugitive ex-con Dom Toretto reignites his feud with agent Brian O'Connor. But as they are forced to...

Remarks: SUCK.. Unless you like to see cars.. than you will surely like it.. no story line at all.. i only like the CARS..

Butterfly Effect: Revelation

Description: A young man discovers he has inherited the powers of "The Butterfly Effect" and attempts to solve the mystery of his high school girlfriend's death using his newfound ability, only to unwittingly unleash a vicious serial killer.

Remarks: NICE NICE NICE... MUST WATCH..

recently bibi so guai liao siax..
haha..
nv do wrong thing again..
hope that he can keep going like that.. :)
i love the way it is like now..
love him lots lots la..

ytd power la..
don know which wire of his went wrong..
he finally watch UNBORN with me..
hahahahahahaha...
i have been waited this for long man..
but end up the show is totally OMG...

hope that tuesday hazel & me will received the phone call from Gold Heart.. :)

♥ Friday, 17 April 2009

@ 9:14 pm

went interview yesterday with hazel.. :)
wa piang eh.. reach there.. I LOST MY WAY.. :(
alway take train always lost my way.. KAOZ..
haizz... don't know will pass ant, for my interview... :(
the interviewer ask hazel lots of question but THEY ONLY ASK ME 2 QUESTION... OMG
this time really die. :(
hope we can pass the interview & get the job..
we need JOB JOB JOB & MONEY MONEY MONEY...

staying at hme is so boring...
nothing to do..
no show to watch..
anyone got new hongkong drama to intro..
i'm going to bored to death..

hmmm.. should i go back pub and work???
carol ask me back to help her..
buti don't know can ant.. :(

clearing all instock now..
do support..
www.special-prices.blogspot.com

*BUT NO BACK OT PPL MAN..
& NO MIA..
FREAKING HATE IT K..
AFTER ORDER IT THAN NO REPLY FROM IT..
WASTING MY SMS..

♥ Wednesday, 15 April 2009

@ 3:15 pm

interview tml..
wish me luck.. :)

fucking piss off with you..
one things can keep saying for times & times again..
so what i'm quiet in front of you?
is you make me become like that..
say too much get scolded.
might as well keep quiet than everything will be ok..
my mouth only shut for days depending on who i'm with & what the person temper is k..
stop giving me hint that i won't get the jobs alright..
if i get the job,
you better do what you have said.
ONE LAST CHANCE FOR YOU.
always find my fault..
always i'm in the wrong place..
only you're right la k..

was talking with hazel on phone..
was like two crazy girl uh no one crazy girl & is her wahahahaha..
busy talking bout BF this Bf that...
haha,..
guys always think they are right & we girls are wrong..
i realise that we only know how to think of the good memories bout the past we had with other guy when things happen to couples..
but humam is always like that don't know how to treasure what we have until it has lost..
anyway,
thanks hazel for making me laugh so much today even though we both are SUPER BORED. :)

FUCKING LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SAY GO DO THINGS END UP PLAY MAHJONG!!!!!!!!!!
NOW EVERYTHING DON'T TELL ME LIAO..
THAN FINE..
YOU DON'T EXPECT I WILL TELL YOU ANYTHING TOO..
FUCKING BASTARD.
YOU REALLY CHANGE ALOT ALOT..

you told me before, you respect me as ur gf that why you will tell me what you doing.. where you go & with who..
now you don't even bother to tell me is it because you don respect me as ur gf anymore.???

♥ Monday, 13 April 2009

@ 8:22 pm

don't know why am i so moody since friday till now..
don't feel like talking to anyone..
don't feel like doing anything for the weeks..
don't feel like going out anymore..
feel like sleeping for the whole days without facing anyone..
easy get irritate by sound & things..
temper so bad for days till now..
haix..
hope that things can be better for what i have expected..
but think no used ba..
cos a leopard won't change it spot.
all i want now is to sleep & sleep & sleep..
best is forever don't wake up..
so tired siax..

♥ Sunday, 12 April 2009

@ 6:03 pm

i'm tired tired tired tired..
you no longer the one i miss anymore..
i miss the one who i first met in dbl c..
no longer the one has become so addicted with things..
tired of your temper.
tired of the things you do.
tired of all the broken promise.
tired of your addiction..
why things have to become like that??
why am i always in the wrong???

should i let it go?
or will i feel happy after letting go??
or you will feel happy too??

arrrrrrrrrrrr..
who can tell me the answer??
i;m going crazy....

♥ Friday, 10 April 2009

@ 4:43 pm

waaaaa...
ytd drink till high siax..
today wake up headache siax.. :'(
first go chill bar with sammi, vincent, clarance & karyn find hazel...
open vodka..
clarance drink till like mad siax..
lol..
waiting for stanley to come over to meet us..
once stanley reach, we move over to double c cause there only few tables nia..
kaoz..
double c bussiness is more & more worse like that siax..
chill bar so pack.. yet double c is so quiet.. OMG..
went over there open martell & beer.
stupid vincent don let me drink mixed with beer.
shiok lor..
stupid ass..
chen wo bu zai drink my cup..
ytd really cannot tahan hazel wor..
make me laugh like mad..
lol..
funny siax..
don intend to go back so early de but..
that ass BIbi never bring key go out & i abit high liao..
have to go back home early so tat i can open door for him..
but end up..
he this bloody guy came back at 5PLUS..
5 Plus you know where he told me he coming back at 3 plus..
i purposely go back at 4am so tat he will wait for me..
but end up..
i rach hme he haven even reach hme..
he know i not in good mood..
still come back take key le than go out again..
was like what the fuck..
wait for you yet you only take key than go out liao..
freak la..
go out with me you will complain you tired liao..
go out with friend for more than 24 hours you not tired..
asshole..

what yours is yours.
everyone have a limit to everything..
my limit has reach le..
don't ever try to test my limit & patience anymore.

tonight going serangoon garden one of the pub again.. :)

♥ Thursday, 9 April 2009

@ 4:14 pm

yeah..
finally make up the decision liao..
finally cut my fringe short agian..
haha..
will upload the photo soon.. :)
cut away all the unhappy thing..
brand new start for me.. :)

♥

@ 12:40 pm

seriously i'm kinda fucking tired of the words SORRY from your mouth..
all you will say was sorry sorry sorry sorry when things happen..
i already let it go, take it nth happen at all.
close one eyes le..
why the bloody hell you wan to say sorry.
i told you before le..
i hate hearing you say sorry each & every time..
is that the only words you know how to tell me.?

i don pin too much hopes on you for changing..
cos i know YOU WON'T BLOODY CHANGE IT.
so stop telling me you will change,
you will try your best.
this was ur last time..
all are craps to me now..

i know now you're stress with things.
but did i keep asking this & that?
did i bother you?
i let you do everything you want
but have you ever know tat you're pushing my limit to the end??
don't you realise that i don't feel angry or showing attitude or cry when you do those you should not do??
i know you will read it one day so i'm telling you why..
COS I'M ALREADY NUMB WITH THE THING YOU HAVE DONE..
no point make myself so miserable by the thing you have done..
you want do go ahead and do it.
i won stop
i won show attitude
i won angry
i won cry anymore.
numb numb numb

i know i should take the blame partly..
but you think i don want to work ah??
all job need cert..
everything cert cert cert..
how to find it.
& i don wan to study too..
you, yourself know jolly well what kind of jobs i'm suitable with,,
but you don want me to.
i'm trying my best to find it..
& whenever i found a job..
you will say this say that..
making me feeling so moral..
you also know that whenever i wan things or do anything.
once you say it bad..
i won want it anymore.

do you know why am i so unhappy on the 4th of this month..
cos of you bloody do wrong thing on the 3rd.
you maybe don realise it..
whenever do it, always is at the 3rd of the month..
i always cherish 3rd of each mth..
but you always choose to do wrong thing on the 3rd of each mth..

should be finding Hazel tonight. :)

♥ Wednesday, 8 April 2009

@ 5:59 pm

hai..
my fringe long again..
it's so messy & untidy like crazy girl walking around.. :'(
thinking of should i cut it short like last time?
so boring with my life..
nothing to do..
should i cut my fringe????

should i go out and enjoy tonight with my friend?
since you going dbl o tonight with your so call friend.
than why should i stay at hme like a moroon..

awwwwwww..
i'm super tired & sick of everything..
numb with everything

♥ Tuesday, 7 April 2009

@ 7:49 pm

really enjoy myself alot on sunday with you guys & BIBI.. :)
anyway thanks bibi for bringing me out to enjoy
love you..
muackx muackx.
scroll down for more photo :)
enjoy...!