♥ Sunday, 31 May 2009
@ 3:32 pm
YOUR WORDS HURT MY HEART ALOT.
♥ Saturday, 30 May 2009
@ 1:48 am
meet carol for dinner on thursday.
don't know is that time i go over her pub is i drunk already or what siax.
she slim down le wor. lol.
hope that her new pub can open soon. like that i can go over work liao. lol.
i know what you did behind my back. FUCKING LIAR
♥ Tuesday, 26 May 2009
@ 1:17 am
life is so boring siax..
no more clubbing, drinking, joking ard de. :'(
i miss the life i had... haha
♥ Thursday, 21 May 2009
@ 2:23 am
finally i realise that we are from different world, different age, different thinking & the things we wants & do are different too.
you should find a girl who have a same thinking & same world, same age, will understand you, will help you in all sort of things. you have addicted to all sort of things. son't you find that.?
all the best to you. good luck. :)
HAPPY ENDING
my heart is numb & dead.
should i take that event job?
♥ Monday, 18 May 2009
@ 6:07 pm
how i wish my life can be so carefree like last time..
club whenever i wish..
drunk whenever i want.
dance whenever i like.
rounding whenever i feel boring.
saturday, 16may: happy birthday to pearlyn & kennth.
sorry kennth i cant make it down for ur birthday party.. :)
you jolly well know that i cant help you up when you have problem, what for still tell me i got help you in some way. do you think that by saying this i won blame myself. than you're wrong. it make me feel bad. i know i'm useless alright. stop using her to compare with me. anyway in ur heart she's the one who always can help you in things. i always trying my best to interact with ur friends but i just cant. we having a age gap including you. some is we got nothing similiar to talk bout. i really don know what you want, what you like, what you thinking. i don have problem communicate with my friend but i having problem communicate with YOUR FRIENDS. i don know why too. but do you know that? you don't. you only will think that i don like to work. i'm lazy. i cant help you up. i not understanding. i don want to talk with ur friend. i only know how to show black face to ur friend. you only will think of my bad point and say bout it. you don even praise me when i do thing right and do it well. maybe in ur eyes i never do anything in a right way before. our distance is getting further and further. you changing everyday. i have trying my best to find a job but i just cant find. every job need at least a N level which i don't have. how to find? i know you never rush me in face but in your heart you're. Now than you let me go back pub to work, how do i work? cant drink until seh. worse is even now i go back. i don have customer base anymore. i wanted to help you but i don't know how. i also don know why i will become so quiet in front of you and ur friend. i don't want things to be in this way but i don't know why i will become like that too. :(
♥ Wednesday, 13 May 2009
@ 8:36 pm
NO LONGER NEED ANYONE.. :)
♥ Monday, 11 May 2009
@ 1:39 am
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO BGF SAMMI.
♥ Sunday, 10 May 2009
@ 1:38 am
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER IN THIS WORLD.
♥ Monday, 4 May 2009
@ 10:16 pm
NOTHING CAN HAPPEN TO YOU. :'(
♥ Sunday, 3 May 2009
@ 9:16 pm
Now that you have known my true colour right..
than just freaking let it go..
take it that you never ever know me,
nothing happen to us too..
sorry for hurting you..
sorry for lying to you..
everything is my fault.
you can disappointed me but i cant..
than sorry for DISAPPOINTING YOU..
I already know what will be the outcome when i make this call to you..
i cant blame anyone but to blame myself..
i find this trouble to myself too..
at least i know the reason behind this..
♥ Saturday, 2 May 2009
@ 12:17 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BGF HAZEL NG
freako siax..
why the song only got half wor, whereby i copy the full song de.. kaoz..
i really don't enjoy working at HP shop.... :(
我还是不懂， 我们还有多少日子。
♥ Friday, 1 May 2009
@ 11:47 pm
you really disappointed me alot alot..
you will peh chek and angry when your friend disapoointed you..
worse is he only disappointed you for few times..
but how many time have you disappointed me le..
you ownselves also know how many time liao la..
is COUNTLESS K..
have you ever think that i feel the same way too when you disappoint me?
not only you're human.. you got feeling..
i'm human too.. i got feeling too.
you always find excuse for yourself when i talk bout it..
i'm tired of believing you again & again.
everytime i believe in you,
my heart is badly hurtful..
everytime i believe in you,
i will feel miserable..
everytime i believe in you
i will fall down super hard..
i'm tired of all the falling and crying..
always thought that you will change and do what you have promise me,
but end up everytime things turn out to be the opposite way..
always told myself that you need me to give you times and chances to change.
but you always took it for granted..
YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING LIAR THAT I BELIEVE WRONGLY..
yeah,
going back Pub to work liao..
don bother anymore too.
your heart no longer with me anymore.
last time you stop me from working at pub when i was still working..
now i say i go wrok night life you say ok..
everything change..
