♥ Sunday, 24 January 2010
@ 11:05 pm
Was browsing my friends list in fb just now. realise that almost half of my ex already MARRIED.. OMG.. Some even have their planning too.. when viewing their photo, i realise i've given up on good guys in the past.. but well, no chance for me anymore. wahahahaha.. was wondering, is this relationship of mine now is just a retribution for what i've done to those guys in the past???? it felt so hurt. now i know how is it feel like when i used to played them... but well.. still got 2 mth and 3 days to get everything done with all the hurts and tears.. :) hope that the result will be the good one. otherwise sorry have to say GOOD BYE. :) 长痛不如短痛。after 27 march 10, you haven even change, i won't bring myself to stay anymore. :)
♥
@ 10:52 pm
♥
@ 10:45 pm
♥ Saturday, 23 January 2010
@ 10:39 pm
想对你说的 让他先说了?
从此只能 猜测?
你流泪是因为 快乐想要给你的 他先给你了?
从此只能 负荷?
寂寞和爱 本来能分割祝福你是我的保护色?
专心扮演朋友的角色?
在你们拥抱的那一刻?
我心一分为二欺骗你是我的保护色?
甘心做个爱情的弱者?
真爱不死就能逃得远远的?
等待是我职责路越走越曲折 不能回头了?
能伤害我的 都是我爱的?
还保护什麽 还保护什麽祝福你是我的保护色?
专心扮演朋友的角色?
在你们拥抱的那一刻?
我心一分为二欺骗你是我的保护色?
甘心做个爱情的弱者?
真爱不死就能逃得远远的?
等待是我职责爱你是点的
♥ Friday, 22 January 2010
@ 10:28 pm
♥ Wednesday, 20 January 2010
@ 10:23 pm
Promise.... will you break it again????
♥ Friday, 15 January 2010
@ 7:54 pm
Am i really a irrtating and dislikeable person??
everyone seem to getting a distance from me.
everyone seem to dislike me.
i'm no longer that popular le.
my phone no longer 24 hr keep ringing.
i no longer be seem outside for 24hr.
i no longer go club on every wed, thurs, fri and sat.
nobody ask me out everyday le.
i'm tired tired tired tired.
at first i thought if i keep giving you chance and treat you nice, you will really get touched and will really change for the sake of me. but now i'm wrong.. super wrong.
you will never change for the sake of anyone even ME.
after so long of endure, i realise we don't suit each other at all.
ya you are good to me but you don't have the heart to change what i don't like.
i won't want a guy who ******** and ******** to be my husband at all.
our age gap is futher. we don't communicate well too.
we no longer like we are friend that time.
we can talk everything bout it.
everything change when we are together.
i miss those happy time i used to have.
hoping that i can be strong but i no longer can.
hoping i can bring back those smile i used to have but i no longer can.
hoping that i can change myself to the better but i no longer can.
hoping that i can don't be so emo but i no longer can.
♥ Wednesday, 13 January 2010
@ 2:10 am
是否我该放弃或逃避这一且的事实？？
我知道我不能去改变他做的事。。
可是我讨厌所有的事。。
爱一个人真的好累。
♥ Sunday, 3 January 2010
@ 2:09 am
♥ Friday, 1 January 2010
@ 2:08 am
welcome 2010 & goodbye 2009
it will be the better year for me this time round.
*Hope so*
