♥ Friday, 14 October 2011
@ 5:38 am
WOW....it been damn fucking long i had not being updating here...
finally i'm back to blog...
year 2011 going to end soon.
alot of things happen during this year.
- no longer with calvin and now having a new bf..
- learn alot of things during this past one year.
- there is really ups and downs for me...
- finally sign up for my pole dancing course.
well everything will past soon. hope that 2012 will be a better year for me.
no matter what happen, i won't choose a path that will let me regret anymore.. NO MORE REGRET!!!!!
at first i thought that once i left calvin hong and met my current bf, chris's, i can find back my smily face, my happy go lucky, my social-able and noisy me. but i really realise that i don;t know how to smile and don't know what can really make me feel happy.. i really lost the feeling of being happy. simply just hate it.. why am i becoming like this?
no matter what, i won't give up finding back my old past me. faith jia you jia you jia you